When you use a sacred and beautiful instrument intended to exalt God (or to be used for His purposes or for all things good and pure, or else to warn and chastise), for unholy and base purposes, you profane and abuse one of the basic needs of humanity.
In this you flaunt your own wretchedness, you only show how unknowingly lost in darkness and full of despair you are.
Will you not turn from this? Why do you seek that which destroys you and eats up your soul as acid on flesh? You think you live, but you are dead, you think you are in control, but it is you who are controlled.
Will you not be free? Will you not be made whole and perfect? Will you not be made as clean as a New Zealand stream?